She just can’t seem to shake the shade.
I think I have a firm grasp. Then I feel it shift and slide effortlessly through the crevices and creases in between my tightly clinched fingers. I’ve let opportunity slip away… again. I can’t keep waking up with an indifferent attitude towards the world; moving through the same emotions and useless habits I’ve acquired in these few months. But I just can’t seem to get ahead. I feel so inadequate. So far behind in where I thought I would be….so…far…behind.
But maybe, this is exactly where I’m supposed to be? I’m not a believer in ‘things happen for a reason.’ Sometimes, things just happen, and there is no rhyme or reason to it. Patience is key. I must remember that it takes time for the pieces to
fall
into
place.
Sigh….Patience is bullshit.
This counts.
